NOT JUST talking garden to plate. That and so much more! Going from feeling like dirt to feeling delicious. And then there is the creative process, going from the seed of an idea, to connecting my thoughts with my visuals. Sometimes a bit random but always getting back to deliciousness.
I know what it feels like to feel like dirt. In more ways than I wish to share. But when the outside temperature is past 103 degrees (as it was today on Oct 1 ) and it has been that way for months, I accept the fact that I have truly , passionately fallen in love with my summer fling.
Ok …. as you probably know if you read my posts and know me at all I am one of those crazy people that do not give up gardening in the brutal heat of the desert southwest summer. Honestly though by 9am I am drenched in my own salt and wiped out, but really gardening is just not the same as good old outdoor exercise and I do love the outdoors. BUT , I have NO desire to hike or walk and ride or even get in and out of cars in this heat. AND thanks to my husband I have become much more protective of my skin than I did for way too many years. Gone are the days of hiking in shorts and tank tops for me.
But I have a very true confession. This summer I fell madly and passionately in love and although I have not thrown caution to the wind completely ( I have taken many measures to protect myself ) I know I am still very vulnerable .
I have grown passionately in love with doing laps at the Scottsdale City Aquatic Center! Not exactly an extra marital affair so what is the big deal ? Well sadly the lap lane hours and my schedule have left me having to choose between truly safe swimming ( aka rarely due to the sun exposure ) or throwing caution to the wind and swimming mid day with protection . Honestly there is just not enough protection ! With a swim shirt on and lubed up with what seems to be 1/2 tube of sunscreen per session I still know I am getting way more exposure than is wise. AH, but the temperature of my body FINALLY internally REALLY cools down while I find the motivation to truly huff and puff , and I watch my thoughts disappear into the water. I actually am beginning to think the meditation and breath work that goes on in my 40-60 minute lap sessions truly surpass any yoga class , definitely working out in a gym surrounded by the add of all the tv monitors and music and people to relate to as I attempt to find a mindful moment.
SO for now I am totally into my summer love, and wondering how fickle my love will be. FYI my hiking boots have been getting used in the garden so they are not extremely jealous and get their fair share of my salt.
I keep experimenting to see what REALLY works for me in life. Been doing it as long as I can remember.
When I see what works for someone else I can not help but wonder if it will work for me too.
I plant and see what happens.
I get caught in the process when I am really into it and loose track of time.
I keep working on growing deep roots
I am so grateful when the results I am working for actually happen
I keep trying
I guess I am too foolish and obstinate to know when to give up. More on that later.
Despite how much certain aspects of the work seem to be hard on me or/ and for me … I keep trying a way to either ignore it, find a work around, or just keep complaining about the pain and keep doing the work … right and not just find someone to pay to do it!
I know if I have all these thoughts…. others do as well.
These lemons are just a few of oh so many I have harvested from our neighbor’s tree . Really not the best image for this analogy?
Thanks to our dear neighbors there has been lots of lemonade, and varied dishes using the lemons…. and art as often as I can think to take the time.
Wondering when the lemon tree we planted last winter will bear fruit. Just covered the ground with more home grown compost and lama dung. ( another post), and free wood chips before the big rain hits.
OK- photographically…. I found that workflow for this image in Light Room to On ONE did not give me the quick and easy results I had hoped for where LR to Photoshop worked much faster for the clean up .